Since I have been doing my best to cut corners on everything, recently I purchased a package of coffee for a mere price of two dollars and something a pound. Thinking it would be ok for a while until I can afford my preferred brand with chicory. Little did I realize what affect the straight on coffee stripped of chicory would do to my nerves, to my mind and to my disposition.
I can feel the little blips of the caffeine racing through the veins creating a sort of tightness on the temples and further inducing stress. It is as if the mind has turned brown and the pressure on the forehead is pushing every nerve ending forward. I have enough stress these days that I do not need the addition of a brown flow rushing over the nerve endings and setting all on edge.
It is amazing though to be aware that this is totally a result of the coffee because with the chicory I think more logically. Have hope. Not as stressed and feel I can work most things out. Without it I find myself darting around like some wound up cat toy and wanting to break out of my skin.
So I suppose it is not a good area to cut back trying to stretch the pennies to go just a bit further until the big change comes about financially. So I will ride the static for today and head to the grocery to buy the coffee with chicory so another day is not spent at this fragmented stage.